the lost feeling
melancholy
yearning for life in dead words
silence it
refrain from it
what else is there to ignite?
ashes fall slowly
sparkles won't lighten
darkness embeds absence
absence of someone
absence of me
the song screams its chorus
but i can't fall in love
can't fall in love with life again
chords fade out
words stop to pulse
heartbeat decays
tomorrow - a weak placebo
today, night lingers
a blurred night
a blurred self
foreign sadness
as if it ain't real
as if it ain't worth it
prolonged
unspoken
dizzyingly low
the whirling fatality
of passing by
(just)